Well gentlemen, thank you all for your reponses, I think i finally nailed it! Especially after having a good 20 landings in a row almost near perfect transitioning from both soft field landings and just regular approach landings. What my main problem seems to have been, is not looking at the end of the runway, but rather that irresistible urge to look at the nose and ground immediately in front of me. Now my instructor always told me to do this (look at the end of the runway) and I
thought I was, but apparently my fearful subconcious was taking over my upper level brain functions and forcing me to look down without even realising it. Once I made a consertive effort to snap my eyes off the hood and down the field I aced every single landing. I even caught myself a couple of times drifting back to the hood and gave my head a quick shake to look back up. I feel this is especially true also because all my horrible memories of landings consist of one visual element, the nose and the ground lol. I have no photographic memories depicting the tree line, horizon, and edge of the runway, the way things SHOULD be remembered had I been doing proper landings.
This one simple act allowed me to properly judge height, speed, cushion feeling in ground effect, etc etc etc. Now I almost ignore the look of the nose and just trust that if the centerline is between my legs, and that my shoulders are square, then I must be going straight. The feeling of a crooked plane has also started to lessen with all the successful landings now.
So I thank you guys again, especially Bill, and hopefully this will be of some use to the next troubled pilot should he stumble across it
(I said the same to my instructor, to remind any future problem students that they must look at the end of the runway, and constantly remind them to do so, even if they think they already are).