Greetings everyone, this is my first post. I am working on my PPL, 31 hours down, and wrapping up my X-countries. Though the past few weeks, i've found myself unmotivated.
It's really strange, i'd prefer to be flying my flight simulator than finishing up my training. The thought of opening my exam guides puts me to sleep. I work for an airline as a ramp agent and every so often I sit in the pit with the captain and he shows me around, which really makes me want to pick up the books and keep going, but that feeling only last a day or two.
I'm 22, no college under me yet, and i'd really like to fly for a living. Sometimes I think i'm not good enough or smart enough to be a pilot. I'm sorry if i'm sounding a bit pathetic, but again the thought of being in front of my PC flying as opposed to doing it for real, scares me.
I want to finish my PPL, but am seriously overwhelmed by everything i've learned so far, I dont remember half of it. Also, my study habits are horrible! What is the secret to studying?? Is it really such a chore for anyone esle out there to pick up the books??
I need help, as this is not like me. All my intructor keeps telling me is, study study study, but it's not registering!
Thank you for taking the time to reading this.